ariadne's thread

a faster horse

a faster horse
If I would have asked people
what they wanted they would have asked for a faster horse
— Henry Ford

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in search of home practice

we instinctively try to

replicate

a yoga class

at home

:::

this is understandable

good yoga classes

can help us

feel better

and we want that feeling

of feeling

better

all the time

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but in our quest

to replicate

a yoga class

we miss out

on the potential of

home practice

:::

we miss out on being

the driver

the decider

the leader

:::

only in home practice

can you fortify

your personal

navigation system

and reveal to yourself

how

utterly

capable you are

:::

your home practice is an entirely different vehicle

than a video

or a

picture

or a

class

:::

in class you LEARN to self soothe

at home you self soothe

in class you LEARN to self regulate

at home you self regulate

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this highest form of self care

is not possible

in a group setting.

although we learn it in a group setting.

truth.

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from ariadne’s thread and other practices by wini linguvic

ps: a personal practice is not a solo version of a class, no matter how good your classes are.

it is not a faster horse.

it is something else entirely.

Esoteric

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esoteric (definition): intended for or understood by only a chosen few, as an inner group of disciples or initiates, beyond the understanding or knowledge of most people.

we

tend to use the word

esoteric

as a shield

to prevent us

from trying.

:::

it is too hard

too advanced

yep.

it is hard

it is advanced

most stuff that works

takes work.

:::

esoteric practice is not exclusively

for

those people

who sell yoga scents

and sense.

lordy no.

:::

do not be intimidated by new age vernacular

that masquerades as wisdom

deeper knowledge is built one skill at a time.

in a language clear and concise

:::

complex concepts

require understanding of simple concepts

and

esoteric

is not impossible

it is

just elusive.

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from Ariadne’s Thread and Other Practices by wini linguvic

so much gratitude to Nevine Michaan who taught me there is magic in science and science in magic.

bad practice

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to way to good practice

is to have

many

many

many

bad practices.

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when you say

it is okay

to have a bad practice

to make mistakes

to try new things

and to throw away

the crap that doesn’t work

because you worked it

you are closer

to a good practice.

:::

allow yourself to

have bad practices

lots and lots

of bad practices

test

and try

ten or twenty or two hundred times

so you know what doesn’t work.

:::

all craft

all skill

all alchemy

is learned

from first hand experience

and the willingness

to have make mistakes

:::

the way to good practice

is through bad practice

so you can recognize

the difference.

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from Ariadne’s Thread and Other Practices by wini linguvic

Box

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how did the box start?

with

 someone saying

you have tight shoulders

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we agreed

and became

that tight shouldered person.

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everything got filtered through

"I have tight shoulders".

that is who we became.

:::

that was our "thing"

we staked our claim

on our issue

until our yoga became a route that pointed the way

towards

what was wrong with us.

:::

 we began to filter every yoga practice

through

the false yet familiar framework of

how to FIX ourselves

as if

we needed fixing

:::

and someone

on the internet

could fix us

without ever knowing

who we were.

:::

we began to 

 start every practice

with a list

of 

our wounds

our injuries

our labels

our list of STUFF that someone told us

we had

and

we had to fix.

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we made these labels the most important thing

about us

we made these labels become

the reason we practiced yoga

until it became

almost true.

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if we tell ourselves

this story

of what is wrong with us

before every yoga practice

our yoga practice

becomes

this story.

:::

if we start 

to believe

what has been 

repeated

simply

because

it has been repeated

so many 

times

we won’t recognize

what is real

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if we box ourselves in

by our labels

chosen by us

or for us

we define ourselves by the label of

tight

big

old

if we box ourselves in

day after day

practice after practice

we will lose the ability

to see

it 

was always

just 

damn

box.

from ariadne’s thread and other practices by wini linguvic